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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:04 am. |
| Mood: |  okay. | | Music: | My Chemical Romance "I'm not okay" (I promise). |
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your asshole.
What swear word are you?
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Yesterday I got my nipple pierced! ramona and sophia took me. that was so much fun! they kept wanted to stare at it the whole time. we met up with amber at the mall. she wanted to look too. its still sore and it takes 6 to 10 weeks to heal. but the pain is supposed to go away in a couple of days. i told denise. shes not mad. she was just suprised that i would get that done. then last night i was laying in bed and she walked in and asked how my boob was. lol. now i have to tell my sister. i'm not gonna tell my dad and i doubt that denise will. i just can't wait until it is healed! i'm doing nothing today/tonight so if anyone wants to do something call me! <3
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I went to my Yia Yia's house tonight. First my Nona picked me up and we picked up my sister marianne and my brother Bill. We had to drop my brother off in Radnor at his friend Sue's place to get his car. That was on Rt. 30 in Radnor. *Jackie I saw that apartment that you have a pic of that has "sex" in it.* lol. anyway...we went to philly cause we had to get ice cream and go see my two cousins Bill and Evan who were working. The me marianne and bill went to my Yia Yia's house. My Nona and two cousins live with her. So we watched the news and Upper Darby *my hometown* was flooded like crazy! wow! then me my nona sister and yia yia were talking about dreams that we recently had. don't know how that came up. oh i remember i told them that i had a dream about stacey again. stacey is my other sister that passed away this past march. and after that me and my sis went into my yia yia's bedroom and started to put on her old jewelery and lipstick and my yia yia thought that we were halarious. me my nona and sis went back to my cousins work and got two pizza's. came home and ate and my yia yia's greek neighbor across the street came over and she hardly can speak english so we had to speak mostly greek. we talked about when me and my siblings were younger. it was fun. then my cousin came home from work and took me and my sister to my sisters house. on the way there we were listening to disturbed and my Nona got a headache from it. Opps. Once we got to my sisters *which was my old house in west chester* her friend came and picked us up cause my sis left her car somewhere. and then they brought me home and now they are at Duffer's getting drunk. so that was my night. below this I will explain what those greek words are. well i'm gonna go watch a movie. <3
Yia Yia: Grandmother
Nona: Aunt
Greek: My heritage. Greek Orthodox Christian
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Saturday, July 31st, 2004
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my name is: victoria
in the morning i am: sleepy as hell
all I need is: music, friends, family
love is: cruel
i'm afraid of: walking in the dark, being alone
i dream about: well recently...death...don't know why
have you ever ...
pictured one of your crushes naked?: no
actually seen your one of your crushes naked: yes
been in love: yes
cried when someone died: yes
lied: yes
kissed someone: yes
which is better ...
coke or pepsi: pepsi
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: eh...depends
with the opposite sex ...
what do you notice first: eyes, hair, clothes
last person u slow danced with: uhh i don't remember
worst question to ask: i agree with diane..are you pregnant?
who ...
makes you laugh the most?: uh...my brother
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: no one now
who do you have a crush on?: well..i'm not gonna say
has a crush on you: no clue
easiest to talk to: my bro sis and diane
do you ever ...
sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?: no
save aol/aim conversations: yes
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yea sometimes
cried because of someone saying something to you: yes
have you ever ...
fallen for your best friend: yes
been rejected: yea
rejected someone: yea
used someone: never!
been cheated on: well i've been told
done something you regret: yea
who was the last person ...
you talked to on the phone: my dad
you instant messaged: kiel
you text messaged: no one
you laughed with: my bro
you kissed: rick
you hugged: zach *someone from work*
do you ...
color your hair? yep
ever get off the damn computer: yeah
habla espanol: si
do you/are you ...
smoke cigarettes?: yea
obsessive: sometimes
could you live without the computer: of course
how many people are on your buddylist: uhh..100
what's your favorite food: PIZZA!
whats ur favorite fruit: apples
like watching sunrises or sunset: yeah
what hurts the most? gettin my heart broken
trust others way too easily?: yeah
number ...
of times i have had my heart broken: a few
of hearts i have broken: not sure
of houses i have lived in: 3
of tight friends: about 6
of cd's that i own: uh. not sure
of scars on my body: a lot
of things in my past that i regret: a lot
favorites ...
color - pink and black
animal - dogs
soda - pepsi
food - PIZZA!
band - too many
singer - ashlee simpson
rap artist - fat joe lol "Lean Back!"
cd - ?
have tattoos - soon hopefully
piercings - 7
have boyfriend/girlfriend - nope.
have you
stollen anything - yea
smoke - yea
pot - NOPE!
drank - yea
cheated on someone - yea
been married - no
have you ever ...
kissed someone - yea
been in love - yea
kept a secert from everyone - yea
set a body part on fire - yea.
had an imaginary friend - when i was 6 i had one
prank called someone - hasn't everyone
eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after - i guess
been on stage -yeah
gotten in a car accident - yes
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Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
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my rents wont let me go to the beach with diane! i am so pissed off at them. my dad said that he wants me to have fun with my friends but just because its in Ocean City Maryland they won't let me go. they think that me and diane are going to walk alone and think that since there are bars on the board walk we are going to try to hang out with drunk people. and denise also said that since i'm 18 and diane is only 17 if we get in serious trouble which won't happen, i could go to jail. what are we gonna do? try to steal beer? i just wanna move out so bad! anyboday have a place where i can stay?
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i had a dream that i got kidnapped. i was at some place and that person that kidnapped me slipped something in my drink that made me pass out...then i'm at some house on a couch and i start to sneak out the door and when i get to the stairs at the front door i hear him say stop and i turn around and the guy is pointing a gun at me... and he told me to come inside and i had a cell phone and i was about to call 911 but i didn't and then he takes me to his basement and i sit on another couch and he sits with me and i start to hold on to him like he was a bf or something and he was holding onto me and then the cops so up and he asked me if i called and i said no and he said look at me in the eyes and i said i swear i didn't call and someone answers the door and he was holding me tight and gave me a kiss on the fore head and i woke up...
but during the dream i felt safe for some reason. jackie told me that i prolly had this dream because diane and joe pretty much forced me to meet this guy and they knew i didn't want to and that i'm not ready to be in a relationship.
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Saturday, July 24th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. |
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INSOMNIA IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!
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| Time: | 11:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  chipper. |
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just got home from being out with diane joe anderw and this kid i forget his name. we went to the pool hall, springfield mall and then bowling. its wasn't that bad of a night. except one the one kid was bein a lil brat. he was boring...but he smelled good. lol. i have work tomorrow at 3 so if anyone wants to stop by and say hi feel free! i get done around 9 so if anyone wants to hang out just leave me a message on my cell phone. <3
Diane~ sorry you didn't have a fun night. :-(
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| Time: | 5:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  sad. |
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i have been thinking about stacey a lot. there is this one song that yellowcard sings that reminds me of her. its called View from Heaven. i miss her so much and i wish that she didn't get cancer. why she had to get it beats the hell out of me. she was a great person and i loved her so much. everytime i see a picture of her or here a song that she liked i start to cry my eyes out. even at work i'll get upset. i don't know how i'm gonna go on with my life not having her in it. <3
In Loving Memory
Stacey Marie MacWilliams
3-15-78 to 3-29-04
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wow. its a crappy day today. but thats kool cause ihave no plans. last night around 12:30am i couldn't fall asleep so i decided to re do my bedroom. i moved my bed around and my tall dresser because my sister is moving back in for a while and she going to use my couch that i have in my room to be her bed. its one of those fold out beds. i'm prolly going to have to move my desk out of my room. which isn't that bad cause i hardly use it anyways. i just pill shit on it. i layed in bed today till about 2 and i got up got something to eat and cleaned my room a little while i talked to diane. so far my day is pretty boring. so if anyone wants to hang out just give me a call! <3
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Thursday, July 22nd, 2004
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i just got home from work which wasn't too bad. it sucks not having a buss boy. lol. i'm just lazy i guess. but me and brittany *other hostess* always get the job done fast. now i'm just sitting here bored and tired but i can't fall asleep. i don't have work tomorrow so i'm free to do anything if anyone wants to hang out! just give me a call. either my house or cell. but don't call before 12 cause i'm never awake and denise fails to tell me who calls. good night! <3
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| Subject: | :-) |
| Time: | 12:51 am. |
| Mood: | ecstatic. | | Music: | Yellowcard "Only One". |
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i can't fall asleep so i decided to call John the guy that joe introduced me to at the pool hall on sunday. I hadn't talk to him since then. so i call him and i thought that he wasn't going to pick up his phone so i was ready to leave a voice mail. but then he picks up. so we talk for a lil and hes hanging out with his friends so i asked him if he wanted me to let him go. he says no so i talk to him for a lil longer. then he says that hes got to go so i said okay i'll call you later. and then hes says ok bye gorgeous. no guy has ever called me gorgeous. how sweet! i can't stop smiling. hopefully we will be able to hang out soon. maybe friday night! <3
**yes i know...i sound like a dork!**
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Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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i just got home from work. it wasn't too bad. i forgot my phone and i didn't realize until i got to work. i guess i forgot cause i was worrying about driving. i drove to work which was not bad. denise said that i am doing better than my sister did when she first started. yay! :-) i have work again tomorrow at 5 until 10. so if anyone wants to stop by that would be fun! i don't feel like working but my friend has an interview tomorrow and she can't miss it. so i was being a good friend and told her that i would work for her. <3
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i just got home from my gmoms house. it was okay. the cake made my tummy hurt. it was rum cake. i only like ice cream cake. yuuumy! i have work tomorrow at 5 and i dont want to go. i get off at ten and if anyone wants to do something afterwards just leave me a message on my cell phone. so yea i'm bored and i'm gonna go do something... <3
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at my gmoms house. i keep gettin eatin by misqitos. if thats how you spell it. lol. my cousin is accusing me of put "pop ups" on the computer...yea...sure!
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so it looks like i'm not going to be doing anything tonight which is okay i guess. i thought that me and diane and joe were gonna go out again but i guess not. shes going out to dinner with her rents. tomorrow is my gmoms birthday so i'm prolly going there about 7. maybe i should just sleep over there tonight. i dunno. i recording Grind on cinemax. its a good movie. i dunno if its out on dvd or not so i just decided to record it. okay well i'm gonna go finish watching it. call me if anyone wants to do something. <3
cell: 484-880-1771
house: 610-459-1995
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i just got home from being out with diane and joe and two of joes friends. me diane and joe went to hooters for dinner which was fun. that was the first time i had ever been there. so many tities! lol. after that we stopped at wawa and i bought diane some ice cream. after that we went to her house for awhile and just chilled. then we picked up joes friends tom and toms gf. then we went to the pool hall for about an hour. joe introduced me to his friend John. he is very cute. ;-) he was shy which was so adorable. after that we drove tom and his gf home. we had to get diane home so she would be able to go out tomorrow night and which we did. Just in the nick of time! lol. joe drove like a damn maniac on mcdave. he was like going over 80. lol. after that i needed a damn cig. lol. we watched the rest of soroity boys which was a great movie. this is the funnest night that i've ever had in a looong time. thank you diane and joe! but now i'm going to bed cause i hardly got any sleep last night and i'm beat! over all i think that i had a great night! <3
You don't know me son! lol diane! Lets get this party started! lol. i love ya diane! lol.
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Saturday, July 17th, 2004
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